I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons
Lele Pons
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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

  • Lele Pons
    Lele Pons

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    • Flores E
      Flores E

      I love you and I Respect you

    • Kaitlan Gabbitas
      Kaitlan Gabbitas

      I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

    • Laura Schmidt
      Laura Schmidt

      I am your biges fan lele!

    • Eric

      I love you lele pons

    • Jady Clovis
      Jady Clovis

      I love u Lele

  • Jeanette_ luv
    Jeanette_ luv

    I'm so sorry that u have to go thru this..

  • Tyler Haslam
    Tyler Haslam

    I think your awsome

  • Emma Laura Woodall
    Emma Laura Woodall

    I am so sorry Lele, but your fans are still here for you and we always will be. You are beautiful, Hilarious, a great role model. I hope you know how incredible and awesome you are, I never knew this side of you but it is great how you are brave enough to share this on the Internet. I love you Lele ❤️

  • Iliana Cruz
    Iliana Cruz

    Their is so many people that don't understand how difficult is to deal with OCD. OCD is something serious that you can't control is powerful that takes over everything. Lele i want you to stay strong and don't let this haters bring you down i and so mony other people supportive you so much❤.

  • Octavio Kantarcioglu
    Octavio Kantarcioglu

    I don't remember asking.

    • sarina khoungarm khosh
      sarina khoungarm khosh


  • Sam 30
    Sam 30

    Who cares?

    • sarina khoungarm khosh
      sarina khoungarm khosh


  • •little_rookie•

    Luckily I never thought bad about lele. I thought she was a amazing creator because no matter of how many people bully her, she keeps going

  • nobody cares
    nobody cares

    Uhh its tuesday and you're video is private and i wan't to so it while primemiering

  • Louise Hansen
    Louise Hansen

    ❤ wish you the best for you.

  • Julianna McDowell
    Julianna McDowell

    Lele your the best. I’m telling you now many people love you and wish that your ok. We know it’s tough but, we’re here for you. It’s ok.

  • Ash _0549
    Ash _0549

    I may not watch your content but I do understand what you are going through. Though our story's are different, we have many things in common. I have depression, anxiety, self-harm issues, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria, and have been bullied many MANY times. I've been bullied physically, verbally and mentally. I had a friend who has tried to rape me and a old family friend who also tried to rape me. I have been through quite a lot, I just turned 14 and it feels as though I cant live anymore but I just keep pushing on. I've tried to commit suicide twice, I've cut hundreds of times, and I've been to a lot of therapy. I support and respect you for who you are, you are beautiful and strong, dont change for people, be who you want to be.

  • black widow
    black widow

    Let me advertise this!

  • Chrisvegmeg410

    You make better crocodile s than me

  • kmiki 2
    kmiki 2

    Thank you for sharing. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Candy Pablo- zacarias
    Candy Pablo- zacarias

    Love you Lele❤️🥺

  • Allstar

    Shut up

  • Gray Girl on the Water
    Gray Girl on the Water

    Had no idea who this chick was on the internet, I just knew she came out with a great song Volar. Just goes to show how big the world is, you think everyone is all up in your business or everyone’s hates you and yet there’s at least one person out there who doesn’t know any of that shit, they just like your music

  • NintendoJulius

    I ❤️ you Lele!! You’ve been making me laugh since I was a kid. You made life okay when it wasn’t, just because you made me laugh.

  • Marta Dikaua
    Marta Dikaua

    I love u Lele ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • andrew pawlak
    andrew pawlak

    She is so beautiful 😳 wow... sorry about the ocd problem tho. I have it too pretty bad so I can relate

  • stxbility


  • Aiden Weaver
    Aiden Weaver

    I know one thing she doesn’t have the ability to make any one laugh

  • Shakina Glory
    Shakina Glory

    You are sucha strong lady Lele. Will pray for the best in your life ❤️

  • I am slightly better than you
    I am slightly better than you

    Didn't ask

  • Tightly Savage
    Tightly Savage

    Not to be rude but you have a good editor or you are a good editor because you made every video like a TV show. Man that’s impossible

  • Solarswag Tt Alleyne
    Solarswag Tt Alleyne

    Oh my gosh I would have not had no idea that she had OCD she seems so happy to me and very funny I am so sorry u going through this but at the same time I LOVE U lele🥰

  • Tyrant Tree
    Tyrant Tree

    Can you get out of my recommendations I have never watched any of your videos

    • Blackpink

      You must be a lil kid. Childish

  • elijah


  • Bienfait Kikombe
    Bienfait Kikombe

    I didn't know her, but I respect her honesty and I like how she turned her struggle into her success.

  • mxgic builds
    mxgic builds

    Lele please help I your 3rd episode private for everyone ???

  • Selma

    Whoever makes fun of lele and thinks it’s funny you are the biggest JERK on the planet

  • Red

    Did I ask

  • Charlotte Coghiel
    Charlotte Coghiel

    God bless you like I’m so sorry for what your going threw😩god bells you lele god bless you and your heart you deserve better😇🙃❤️💖

  • Eric Morales
    Eric Morales

    Mami te amo y vamos a to

  • JetBlue 001
    JetBlue 001

    No one should be treated Barkley in real life or on the internet.


    I have Tourette’s like severe Tourette’s and you don’t see me making a doc about it

  • Karolina Diljá
    Karolina Diljá

    I love u and u vil always haf a friend in me

  • anri

    that explains it

  • Mackenzi Stringi
    Mackenzi Stringi

    I too have adhd and ocd. It’s very hard I know what u are going through. Love u so much lele 😇💙

  • TikTok Qweeen
    TikTok Qweeen

    I have some of the symptoms of OCD but I don’t think that I have it because I have Tourette’s too so it might be one of my tics. But idk tbh.

  • Jelaena Moreno
    Jelaena Moreno

    Oh my God Lele, I am also sorry. I have watched all of your videos, but I never knew you were going through this. 🥺🥺 That really sucks. But your strong, and you are a powerful woman, you can do anything

  • toxic_ credit
    toxic_ credit

    I have OCD. I have friends that joke about having OCD, and never listen to me when I say I have it-but it's hard when you make your self sit under water for a minute or when you just can't hold something in and you have to do it.

  • Janet Matos Matos
    Janet Matos Matos

    I feel so sad for you lele

  • Jacob Greenfield
    Jacob Greenfield

    BGsoft is cracked

  • Maria Bogantes
    Maria Bogantes

    Te amo, eres demaciado valiente

  • kevin johnson
    kevin johnson

    Ive never heard of a man dealing with this

    • kevin johnson
      kevin johnson

      @Ty Chaney you need to take Bofa then bro!

    • Ty Chaney
      Ty Chaney

      kevin johnson yeah, because if we express it we will get judged. 🤷‍♂️

  • Maria Bogantes
    Maria Bogantes

    Lele we are here for you

  • -Draco Malfoy-
    -Draco Malfoy-

    I have severe OCD to, and it makes me feel a little bit better about my self ^

  • Just curious
    Just curious

    I'm still not a fan of the sketches because that's just not my type of humor, but I can respect Lele. I really appreciate seeing this side of her

  • Gursharan Kaur
    Gursharan Kaur

    Finaly someone is making it clear that OCD isn't a flipping joke

  • hoepocalypse savior
    hoepocalypse savior

    Wooooooow Lele along with almost everyone one in the world suffers from a health disorder

  • Traciee D
    Traciee D

    I have been suffering from OCD and Agoraphobia. I understand all too well. Blessing your way!

  • america boy
    america boy

    Thats sad i have 2 blind parents

  • deathwish playz
    deathwish playz

    Girl you put the video privet I waited so long and at the end it's PRIVET

  • I’m A God
    I’m A God

    Really this show has been on my recommendations for so long. I finally just saw what it is about and I said oof

  • J E.
    J E.

    Thanks for making this! Hopefully this spreads more awareness of what OCD really looks like; what we experience is extremely debilitating and painful. Thanks for being vulnerable. It's going to help a lot of people. 🤗🤗🤗 sending hugs!

  • Salvador Gonzalez
    Salvador Gonzalez

    If your depressed then don’t read the comments it’s that easy.

  • Calvin Saie
    Calvin Saie



    We love you lele no matter what

  • EnLiGhTeNME

    Whoooooo carrreeesss

  • Daniela Cruz
    Daniela Cruz

    Estamos orgullosos de ti, por lo que eres y jamas dejas de ser. estas cosas no nos quitan la venda de lo que vemos en verdad, y vemos una hermosa mujer, con una esencia inreible! eso es lo más importante, viniste a brillar :) Gracias por compartirlo, ojala le ayude a otros a ver que pueden brillar como tu a pesar de ...

  • All about Mimi
    All about Mimi

    I have ocd too it’s not as severe but I did

  • Shadow grim
    Shadow grim

    All the haters that say stuff about don't feel bay I been builld before

  • Cutema81

    How do u have ocd when u don’t even want to take a shower?? How when u wear the same clothes ??

  • suavecita0810

    i would never say anything bad to you everyday i watch your videos and you make my day my biggest dream when i was 10 was to meet you im 12 now and i would still love to meet you you are my favorite.

  • Mariana Rodarte
    Mariana Rodarte

    This is so bad ass!!! ❤️❤️

  • harley moon
    harley moon

    I have OCD too and i understand ,thank you for sharing this episode,you're so brave 😘

  • Ethxn RBLX
    Ethxn RBLX

    omg watching this i can totoaly completly relate i always had to do things even times and had to do things that i dont want to i have OCD

  • Rachael Chevlin
    Rachael Chevlin

    ❤️ you are incredibly strong. an inspiration.

  • Edwin Meza
    Edwin Meza

    What is ocd

    • Lumbago

      Obsessive compulsive disorder


    Sorry lele

  • Johnny Tan Man
    Johnny Tan Man

    I read it as I serve god

  • Blah Blah
    Blah Blah

    I don't like to see lele cry ☹️❤️

  • Mbali Dlamini
    Mbali Dlamini

    I always asked myself if lele is acting or actually like that real life but everything make sense now.I feel the pain🥺

  • GracieRoblox 26
    GracieRoblox 26

    To have an influencer that I can relate to. Me listening to her talking about it is really good to listen to. I love you Lele I'm here for you even if you havent seen this comment

  • Tenay Anthony
    Tenay Anthony

    I feel really bad for you. I have OCD and it really isn't a joke. It's very irritating and hard to deal with. I hope you get better. U deserve better than how people treat you. I pray that u get better.

  • Shao Kahn
    Shao Kahn


  • Fumus in aere
    Fumus in aere

    I love lele ever since i saw her vid. On internet . ❤️

  • Mary Eddie
    Mary Eddie

    A diamond in the rough. 💪💪💪✌✌✌